Just Expressing my feelings.

Taylor Swift's Back to December reminds me alot of me.I met that guy that i really really loved and we actually broke up on December and I actually broke his heart while leaving him+ he was begging me to stay,But I kind of couldn't because my family was stressing me out,well! my mother didnt want me to date him.and then he kept sending me messaging saying "sorry" and stuff and he didnt do anything tho.One day I was missing him so I talked to him,"I'm so glad you made time to see me,How's life?tell me how's your family?I haven't seen them in a while,You've been good busier than ever,We small talk work and the weather".So,I would I could go back to December turn aroud and change my own mind :) it would be perfect,I wish I wasnt pretty stupid for listening to my mother's choice!."I missed your tan skin,your sweet smile,So good to me,so right! and how you held me in your arms that September night,The first time you ever saw me cry!,Maybe this is wishful thinking?probably mindless dreaming,if we loved again I swear i'd love you right! i'd go back in time and change it but I cant!so if your chain is on your door i understand".

Paramore's The only exception reminds me alot of my life."when I was younger I saw my daddy cry and curse at the wind,he broke his own heart and I watched as he tried to reassemble it,and my momma swore that she would never let herself forget,and that was the day that I promised i'd never sing of love if it does not exist" my mother and father divorced when I was about 5 years old.so it has been hard to me to trust,and love! and I actually never believed in it!,besides when i remember how my father treated my mother i sometimes blame myself.and he wasnt a good guy after all,but well,he changed! i remember him sending her messages,and mails just to get back.but she hated him so! and i think i'd never believe in love,except if a guy proves it to me"Well,Darling you are the only exception" so,this song means alot to me,and yes i cried when i first heard it.I love Hayley! and the way she sings her songs from her heart!,and when Josh holds the guitar he flies!,ZAC! the best drummer ever<3,Jeremy you're the best!! and Taylor,You just rock!\m/ i love you

Paramore!

Taylor Swift's Mine! Also reminds me of my parents divorce and how i keep breaking up with guys for no reasons,and just believing what others say!.im always afraid to get hurt! as i've said over and over i've never believed in love! its kind of not existent."And I remember that fight, two-thirty AM
You said everything was slipping right out of our hands
I ran out, crying, and you followed me out into the street
Braced myself for the goodbye, cause that's all I've ever known" ! and just like what my ex did " Then, you took me by surprise
You said, "I'll never leave you alone."You said, "I remember how we felt, sitting by the water.And every time I look at you, it's like the first time.I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter.She is the best thing that's ever been mine."! this song makes me feel like im the stupidest person on earth for leaving that guy!.

 Flyleaf's Treasure,Well it actually doesnt remind me of alot of things tho,but i love how she says her lover's name in the song,and how she sings it from her heart,well she does that to all of her songs,she's such an angel,and omg when i listen to her im always like depressed,but in a good way!like remembering all the mistakes i've done,how my family treats me...etc.everybody gets that feeling tho!,and i love it when she screams in her songs! its like she's living the moment!,offcourse most of her songs are about real stories,i think anyways well that's what i've heard !

"That night I felt like I'd become something treasured, different,Can I tell you a story as we dance while the sun starts to bleed? Song of songs, love is calling, daughter wake up from your sleep Refined, I'll become the most dazzling precious treasure I'll be treasured over all the earth" and then when she says "Just look at what He's done, how He's laying down His life Take this life, oh, most dazzling precious treasure"! I love her quote ""Don't be surprised that people die,Be surprised that your still alive."

Katy Perry's Thinking of you,Reminds me alot of my ex :c I broke up with him because he lied to me+There was another guy that I thought he was cool + he waited for me 2 years lolol :) its lame,but well i dont like guys who aren't honest!and that dude seemed to like me.anyways whenever im with the other guy im always like thinking of my ex,his touch,his kiss omg i think i just can't write this!!-.-' i'm leaving you with the song."He kissed my lips I taste you mouth,He pulled me in i was disgusted with myself! cause when im with him iam thinking of you,what would you do if you were the one who was spending the nigh oh i wish that I was looking into your eyes"Just like what happened,A note to self"you're the best,and yes i do regret how i could let myself let you go,now the lesson's learned i touched it i was burned oh I think you should know"

 Avril Lavigne's What The Hell, this totally applies to my current situation!"All my life i've been good but now,im thinking what the hell,All I want is to mess around and I dont really care about if you love me if you hate me you cant save me,baby!" haha  =).i want to have fun,go out,flirt,make out..etc i dont care anymore u know :) i've been good all my life..or maybe a little good but now i dont want to be good .. kind of :) i want to party,get drunk aagh i dk....i want to do everything =)."you say iam messing with your head,boy i like messing in your bed,yeah iam messing with your head when im messing with you in bed ;)" I love Avril :) she has been my idol since i was 5?haha :) and well she's awesome but she changed...alot :) i dont care i still love her.and I  love this song:* La la lalalalala la la lalalalalala =D